This is the most frustrating thing I have drawn. I started on it 2016, finished it, and then abandoned it. It just wasn't right. I started again in 2018, got about halfway and abandoned it again. Then in late 2020, I started it yet again, put four months work into it, and then abandoned it for the third time.
I've sat on on it for nearly a year, and now, re-examining it, my opinion has only slightly moderated. It's just not what I was trying to make. However, I've decided to show it anyway.